Missing Thunder

Kent

New member
Hi everyone, It's been quite a while since I posted on NN. I'm just letting everyone know that my big beautiful Thunder passed last Tuesday morning at 7:15 am.

It has taken me this long to post because I miss him so much. It making me tear up right now just thinking about him and I'm a full grown 45 year old man. I never thought it would be this hard.

Every time I hear the house creek, I keep thinking it's Thunder. Every time I come home from work I open the door expecting to see him lift his head off the floor to greet me. No such luck. Just on Sunday morning I seen his water filler jug next to the sink and clued in it was time to put it away. And I'm still finding his fur blowing around in the garage. And do you guys know what I do when find it? I smell it. Call me crazy, but smells just like him and smells good.

I knew this day would come, but way to soon. I knew he wouldn't live to be that old because of his size and everybody told me that the big boys don't live as long as the smaller fellas. I realized that when we rescued him, with his size and health problems that time was not in our favor.

Ive been reading on here for the last week and I see that so many of our friends have passed. And to all of you I understand your pain now. I don't think I'll ever utter those words ever again " It's just a dog" I never said it to anyone but I'm pretty sure I thought it. You would never say such a thing about you mum or dad. I've been telling a few people where I work about his passing and I see it in some of their expressions. But until the feel it I guess they will never understand. So I can't hold it against them.

My wife Kim and I decided that were never going to find another Thunder so will just remember our big gentle giant the way he was.

Sorry for being so long winded but I just wanted to share and able to understand now why they call them "Mans best friend"
 
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DAWNMERIE

Active member
First, let me say how sorry I am.
Second, to me...there is something about these newfs, a deep connection with your soul, it is unlike anything I've experienced. I do not look forward to the final goodbyes but I could not continue my life without another. You will never find another Thunder but maybe, just maybe one day you might see some lightning (;) just saying...never say never) until then may those precious memories of Thunder nourish you both.
 

YorkvilleNewfie

New member
I wasn't around back when you were posting...but time and distance can't break the bonds of NN. We're all a family here and share in your loss. I am so very sorry to hear that his time with you was cut short. My most heartfelt of condlences to you and your wife :hugs:
 

victoria1140

Active member
I know how you feel,for me its getting home and not hearing him bark ,not refilling water bowls constantly because of his slobber,no hearing his tail thump against the kitchen cupbords in the morning or being squashed by a newf who wants his share of the bed and snores in your ear.

We have Max coming not to replace our Beau but as an alternative and am hoping he will eventually bring us as much joy as Beau did.

There is no such thing as just a dog in our household either.

I am sorry for your loss but maybe there may be another newf or dog out there for you.Big hugs for your family .
 

Milliejb

New member
Rest in peace, sweet Thunder. I hope you can find comfort in the wonderful memories you created with him. ((hugs))
 

blaue_augen

New member
I'm so sorry for your loss. May your family find peace and comfort in your memories of Thunder. My children tell me that those we love will always be in our hearts. And when the pain of your loss eases just a little, I hope you find Thunder is still with you in yours.
 

lmfoltyn

New member
I am so sorry for the loss of your Thunder! What wonderful memories you do have that will get you through this enormous pain. Godspeed Thunder!
 

AngusMcDubhsMom

New member
Kent, This just breaks my heart. I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear you've lost Thunder. He was just magnificent and we all loved meeting him and you and Kim and your son. Please know all of us from the Mass. group are mourning our parade buddy and grieve with you.
hugs, Anne and Dave
 

Murphy

New member
Sadly so many of know exactly what you are going through. Your boy Thunder was magnifcent and I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad you finally felt it was ok to share. The love and support from the NN family have helped me through the pain and some difficult hours. I know they can do the same for you.:grouphug:
 

Alicia

Active member
I am truly sorry for the loss of your good friend. He was lucky to have you for a buddy.
 
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