I am also so very sorry for your loss, but like Dawn, there will never be another Thunder, he will always have a special part of your heart, but maybe one day you will find another to help ease the pain and make you smile again and take another piece of your heart.First, let me say how sorry I am.
Second, to me...there is something about these newfs, a deep connection with your soul, it is unlike anything I've experienced. I do not look forward to the final goodbyes but I could not continue my life without another. You will never find another Thunder but maybe, just maybe one day you might see some lightning ( just saying...never say never) until then may those precious memories of Thunder nourish you both.