Bojie
New member
Thank you everyone. So so much. I have tears in my eyes from all your support. I got home from work, and he saw me out the window coming in, and started to get up, and I could hear the crying and yelping from outside my door. I got inside, and he was standing, hanging his head low, crying, but still wagging his tail happy to see me. I am so heart broken for him. Tomorrow can not come soon enough so that I can give him his first oral dose of steroids. I don't know how I am going to make it through tonight. He is afraid to sit, and lay down, so he just stands in place staring at his favorite spots to lie down on, with his head hung low. I managed to find a harness, that fits fine. He doesn't even need it, since he doesn't want to go outside, but I like having it in case I need it. He keeps coming over to sit in my lap, or throw his butt in my face for rubs. If my hands go anywhere near his head, he screams...keep thinking of my boy. I pray these steroids kick in soon. Looks like another night of holding him while we sleep together on the floor...