My beautiful little Zoë

Blacknewfs

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As many of you know, my Zoë came up lame in October. Xrays showed a lesion on her bone (front left leg, near the shoulder) which we assumed was bone cancer. We repeated x-rays 2 weeks later and the lesion had not spread, and actually looked to have possibly reduced in size. We thought perhaps it was not bone cancer after all.

We have waited several more weeks to repeat the x-rays, and today we went back into the vet and the news was terrible. My Zoë does have bone cancer. I am heartbroken. Simply heartbroken.

She's had a cough since before she even came up lame, and although the last chest rads we did a few weeks ago did not show lung cancer, it is safe to assume that she does have it (lungs are the primary site of metastasis of bone cancer.)

We lost our first Newf to osteosarcoma after we tried very aggressive treatment (amputation/chemo). We do not feel it is in Zoë's best interest to take an aggressive approach like that for many reasons. We will be looking at pain management and just making the most of the remaining time we have together, however short that may be.

Zoë will be turning 9 next week. She still looks and acts like a 3 year old, is always happy and playful, so full of life. We always figured she'd live to be a ripe old age like her mom has. It's just entirely unfair this is happening.
 

hsemko

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Oh Sandra I am so sorry the news was not good. All I can offer is my friendship and to let you know I'm here for you. Zoe and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers. Hopefully Zoe will have many more wonderful days in her future.(((HUGS)))
 

Murphy

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This has weighed even more heavily on my mind today as my Murphy was in for Xrays as well of the shoulders and elbows since coming up lame. .. well.. more lame than usual.. My heart is broken for you and I feel so very sad...... I like every one else was waiting for another miracle.. Not going to do the regular platitudes...which are well meaning.. but Zoe is your pretty princess .. you love her dearly...... and God willing she has lots more to give.. I truly from the heart am sorry buddy....
 

DAWNMERIE

Active member
Oh Sandra....I am so sorry. I honestly wish we could rid the world of cancer...any and all cancer, it is just horrible. I will keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers and I'm sure that you will always choose what is best for your sweet Zoe. May you find many, many more days of love and happiness together.
 

Carlina

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Sandra I am very sorry to hear this news, you are right to let her have the best life she can and keep her pain free. I am thinking of you and Jim and your beautiful girl Zoe.
 

mulenag

New member
I'm sorry, Sandra. It is incredibly unfair. :( I'm sad and heartbroken for you and Jim. Zoe has always been one of my favorites here...her eyes are unforgettable. I'm glad she is still doing well and I just know she is in the best place that will let her have the absolute best time of her life, no matter what time you all are given.
 

nowhavethreebears

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Gosh, Sandra, I am so sorry to hear about Zoey. I know she is in one of the best places on Earth to be a newf.
Here's hoping she has many more good days.
I know it is difficult to stand back and not be aggressive sometimes with treatment. But you are doing the right thing for her. Let her enjoy life to the fullest as long as possible.
Will say some prayers for you all....
 

Erika

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having gone threw this with Glory at age 11 I agree with you on pain manegment.....Im so sorry little Zoe has cancer....my heart aches for you and yours. Take lotsa of pics, snuggle and make memories. Smooches to your luv Zoe.Angels be with you as you travel this journey
 

Bluedog

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We were all so hoping right along with you.... I'm so sorry Sandra. It really isn't fair... :( Love you Zoe with the soulful eyes.
 

Sound Bay Newfs

Active member
So sorry to hear this sad news about Zoe, Sandra. You are doing everything you can for her and she is lucky to have you to care for her.
 

Lori

New member
I'm so sorry to hear about your sweet girl. She is in the best place she could be, with you and your family. Hugs and prayers to you all.
 

Sugah

New member
This breaks my heart. I am so sorry for what you and precious Zoe are going through right now. You're in my thoughts.
 

mudji

New member
I was SO hoping for a different diagnosis... Definitely not fair... Where's the "dis-like" button?

Hugs to all from here...
hannah
 
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