Hi All,
So I sent the X-rays to the surgeon at Angell who's done all of her surgeries so far. I can't say enough, really, for what I think the quality of the staff and care are at Angell - it's really an amazing brain trust of veterinary medicine.
Dr. Trout called me and we had a long chat. He said that from the x-ray alone he could not say that her patellar tendon is ruptured; he'd need to palpate it, so thought that the board certified ortho surgeon who saw her yesterday at my vet's office had probably felt it. Basically the x-ray does not tell a bad story. He said her patella appeared to be where it should be on the film; again, my local vet said they could pop it out, but on the x-ray it appeared normal.
He did say that a ruptured patellar tendon is very, very rare and that he's only seen it as a result of direct trauma, like a dog that was kicked in the knee by a horse or one that fell out of the back of a moving pickup truck, directly onto its knee (!!!). He said it was really hard to understand how that could be her injury, considering she's been on lead ALL THE TIME.
Then again, he said he has never, ever seen one of his patella corrections come back 3 times, let alone 4.
So he said that he understood if we wanted to go somewhere else and wouldn't blame me a bit, but that he would absolutely want to work on her if I'd let him. Because he doesn't want to lose and feels sure there is a solution.
He also referred to Zuzu as a unicorn...I think maybe a British expression (?) but basically that so far she has defied conventional wisdom and medicine and that there may indeed be something different about her and the way she's put together.
I told him my local vet had referred to repairing the patella as "easy" and that "even I could do it, even though I'm not board certified" - he laughed and said he'd be glad to talk that one over with him. LOL. (My local vet was nice enough, but there's no way I'm letting anyone who's not board certified do surgery on Zuzu).
I am taking Zuzu in on Monday morning, 8:30 AM (leaving CT at 4:30 AM to make it). He will examine her then, and if he can fix it surgically, I'll leave her there and pick her up on Tuesday. He's consulting with his colleagues over the next couple of days in case there's something he's missed. He's seriously vexed by this.
So I've not talked it over with my husband and I do not know how we're going to pay for it (savings is depleted and Care Credit is maxed and now insurance is maxed, ugh) but I'm sure he'll want to go forward one more time.
We had a hard talk last night, he was crying that he did not want to put her down, I cried too but told him that we have to be really careful to think of HER and not of US - to look really hard at whether she's happy and (relatively) pain free - right now the answer is no, and I could only answer yes for maybe 3 weeks since last May. So it is a dicey and sad proposition - when she's happy, she's so awesome, happy, ready for anything, loving everyone...but when she's in pain, it's just so sad and hard because she does not understand.
Thanks for listening!
Mary