My forever Bernie

fall3n-ang3l

New member
I hate writing this but on Sunday we had Bernie put to sleep,
Iam sorry my little man I didn't try harder
Iam sorry, I wasn't there in the end, holding you, telling you everything would be ok and how much I love you and most of all, I,hope you forgive me, becouse I don't think I will ever forgive myself, I loved you so much, you will never know how much
when I was telling you in the morning,you licked me on the arm, iam hoping this was your way, Of telling me it was ok

You have left the biggest hole in my heart and it will never fill until I see you again one day,so until that day my little man, R.I.P

I can't stop crying, this hurts so bad.

Mommy love you, forever in my heart you will be

X x x
 

fall3n-ang3l

New member
He's been great for 6 months but on Sunday he bite my son on the head, wasn't serious enough for us to,take to the hospital but he gashed his head open, my son wasn't taking anything from him, he had his back to him bent down, Bernie just wanted what he was trying to get, the attack was totally different than before and we just could not risk it happening again, if the children wasn't at home, without a doubt he would be still with us.

Thank you for all your kind words and pm
 

lmfoltyn

New member
It must have been a heart wrenching thing for you to do...my heart goes out to you as we all know you tried to do everything to save Bernie...so sorry!
 

ElvisTheNewf

Active member
I am so, so sorry but I imagine you made the same decision most of us would have made. You tried SO HARD but sometimes these issues simply can not be overcome. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope your son is okay. I also hope that your experience with Bernie does not turn you away from such an incredible breed.
 

snowdog

Member
You made the right decision for your family. That just stinks - but as a fellow mom who has had a dog bite their child in the head.....you absolutely did what you had to do. Impossibly sad.....so terribly sad for you and your family.
Very happy that your children were not seriously harmed.
 

Jeannie

Super Moderator
Most times the right thing is the hardest thing to do. You did what you had to do to protect your family. Still, that does not lessen the heart ache. My prayers are with you.
 

Jentarin

New member
I can't imagine how hard that was, but knowing what was going on makes me completely agree with the decision.

No reason to resource guard at the bridge. Next time you see him, it will be nothing but joy.
 

KS Newf

New member
I am so very sorry. Do not blame yourself, ever. There was love upon love for your guy. He knew this.
 
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