Light a candle for Mowgli

mudji

New member
This afternoon at 2:45 pm EDT, Mowgli crossed Rainbow Bridge.

We had left the house about 1:30 to go to a festival sponsored by the local animal shelter. Mudji was going to go but he was a little s**t today, and did not deserve to go. Angus is not moving well, so he was out as far as socializing today. So Mowgli got to go. Being the good mom, we put his ruffrider seat belt harness on, and as I loaded the car for some errands I was planning to do after the festival, he ran around outside. I thought he had run away, but when I yelled "Mowgli, Ride" he was right there, tail wagging, ready to go. We drove by my mother's house and he barked at her, as he usually did. We got to the festival, and he mingled with the dogs with the other dogs with the obilgatory sniffing.... Then he dropped a stool, and I just thought that he couldn't hold it. Well, when we got ready to go, he was not moving. My groomer was there, and she and her helper, loaded Mowgli into the car for the speed run to the vets. (Yes, the vets that were burned out just a month ago were back in business just a week after the fire.) I rang the vets and alerted them of our arrival. When we arrived, Mowgli's temp was 105. Bottom line.... He got fluids, and did not seem to be in too much pain, but was obviously not doing well. I told them, that if we had to put him down, then that was what was to happen. After working on him, after a while, I could see that he had no pulse... But he was still Mowgli, there on the table... DH arrived, but Mowgli had already crossed Rainbow Bridge... All the vet staff kept saying was how sorry they were that there was not a different ending, but Mowgli made the choice, as I look at it. It just seems really hard to think about not hearing him breath at night,. or to not hear the thud when he moved to a different part of the bedroom...

I am definitely a fatalist, but I was definitely not prepared for all the pain I feel at the moment. Mowgli is in a better place, did not suffer, but it's still empty here..... He followed me everywhere, and now he's not here......He's over Rainbow Bridge playing with Marilyn Whelpley, the SENC rescue chair when we got him... He survived wandering the streets..heartworm... and we had 8 long years with him........

We will miss you Mowgli...........


Thanks for all who are listening to me......
hannah
in Maine with, now, 2 four legged, Angus, 12+, Mudji, 19 months, and one other 2 legged, boys....

PS I have an updated picture of Mowgli that I want as my avatar but cannot seem to get the blasted thing updated.....EERRGGHHHHHH

[ 06-14-2003, 05:36 PM: Message edited by: mudji ]
 

Ivoryudx

New member
I am so sorry.....He and you had a GREAT day together, and it sounds as though he enjoyed life with you all the way to the end!

Take Care,
Susan
 

sarnewfie

New member
What a beautiful spirit, he looks like such a sweetheart, my heart goes out to you, i can feel your pain.what a way to spend his last day with you though, it sounds like it was a happy one.
 
I am so sorry about your loss, Hannah. I know the pain of not seeing your beloved friend in all the places you are used to seeing him. I hope your two other sweeties can help you through this hard time. From your post it really does sound like Mowgli knew that it was his time and that he enjoyed his last day with you on his on terms. What a wonderful spirit he must have had.
 

Kodiak

New member
Hannah, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss! :( Remember all the good years you had with Mowgli. His memory will live in your heart forever.
 

Khiori

New member
My sincerest condolances :( Having lost my own shadow, I know how stunning it is to be left "alone" :(

*gentle hugs*
 

dogger

New member
Hannah, I am so sorry. What a way to end a day, but what a blessing that you got to spend the better part of it with Mowgli and you were there to say good bye to his soul when he left this earth. You and your family are in my prayers
Bless you all and most of all Mowgli
Gwyn, Boagie and Baby
 

Mary

New member
Hannah,
Please accept my deepest sympathy for the loss of Mowlgi. He looks live a very special and sweet boy, may his memories help fill the emptiness you now feel.
Mary & "Gracie"
 

kzdz

New member
Hannah,
I'm so sorry. Mowgli looks like a very sweet boy and I'm sure you will miss him a lot. It does sound like he had a very happy last day and I'm glad you were able to spend it with him.

Kelli
 

IrishMist428

New member
I'm so very sorry. My deepest condolences. Of course we will light a candle for your baby Mowgli. I know you will miss him forever.

I will pray that you are strong while your sorrow fades to happy memories.
 

NewfLove

New member
I am so sorry. SO sorry. Having just been through it, I know how difficult it is, especially the first week.

Did you tell us what, exactly, happened to him? What was the diagnosis?

Again, my sympathy. I understand.

d
 

Annie Milliron

Alpha Goddess
Oh Hannah,

I'm so very very sorry. I have a candle burning for Mowgli as we speak.... I was only online for a short while yesterday, and just now saw your post. I am familiar with the devastation you are feeling right now. Even though you will always miss your Mowgli, time will help... the sorrow and hurt will ease.

I cannot get over the fact, that his last hours were spent in such a wonderful way. That is very special. I can only wish that for all my beloved Newfs.

Hugs,

Annie
 

Melissa

Inactive Member
Hannah, I'm a little late on this but I am still going to light a candle for your Mowgli. You last day with him put tears in my eyes. I am so sorry for your loss.
 
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