Angel

Noreene Rodgers

New member
It is with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart that I tell you that my Angel died this morning. She was just over 10 years old. This past 6 months she has been declining with the advent of renal failure and I knew the end of her life was near. I was starting to weigh the possibilities of calling the vet to help her over the Rainbow Bridge. She never lost her love for food even til the day she died. She ate a good breakfast this morning, and even acted like she wanted to go for a walk last night. I wish I had taken her now.... I miss her lying by the front door to keep cool, and I'll miss her bonking me in bed with her head 3-4 times a night to let her out to pee. Even tho I knew she was failing, I am having such a hard time. I miss her so much.
I had a dream about her last night, that I had just bathed her and her coat was soft and fluffy and I buried my hands and face in her hair, altho she was starting to lose her coat, and looking quite scruffy.
She was a true, sweet natured, loving Newfoundland. Her confirmation was not correct, she was horribly bow-legged in the front and her coat was difficult to manage. But she was a delight, and so much like me it's scary.
I have not been on Newf Net much lately as my son joined the Army and I have been hanging out in the Army Mom's forums, but I knew this was the place to come to share my sorrow. Thank you so much for letting me ramble and share how much I loved this girl.

Noreene
 

TerriW

Active member
Heartfelt sympathies here...my heart hurts for you. May you find peace in your memories.
 

pawsx12

New member
I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I too will light a candle tonight for Angel. Never far from you, always within your heart.
 

Erika

New member
So very sorry for theloss of you Luv, may memorieswarm your heart in time, she will always be with you. Hugs from our gang and family Erika
 

jane

New member
I'm so sorry to hear about your Angel...It sounds like she was a wonderful dog, and will be missed.
 

Carlina

New member
I was very sorry to hear of your loss. As other people have said evan though you know it is time you are never prepared for it. Think of her at the Bridge and I am sure you have many good memories.
 

ina/puusty

New member
Angel you named her..and Angel..she was. And..although she has moved..just ahead, not in your sight..she has left such power in your heart..to continue sharing. Rest now..and tomorrow..recount the stories about her, and let the gentle, loving presence she was..light the day..for those who do not yet know..newfyness. Angel loved you so deeply..and will count on you..sharing again..that love...in future. Hugs..and understanding, ina n HB
 

moonsailnewf

New member
I am so sorry for your loss Noreene. I have been off Newf net for awhile and see there have been many losses in the last month or so. My heartfelt condolences to everyone. I grieve for you all and with you as Steve and I also lost one of our dear "kids." Isaac finally lost his battle with cancer in early Dec. He would have been 13 on April 12th. His litter brother and best "bud" JJ was a bit lost for a while, but seems to be on the mend.
 

ardeagold

New member
I'm so sorry. Please know that we all feel your pain and sorrow.

I'm glad you felt you could stop in to share your feelings with us. It's good to see you again, but I wish the circumstances weren't so heartbreaking.

Godspeed sweet Angel.
 

moonsailnewf

New member
I am so sorry for your loss Noreene. It's been awhile since I've been on Newf net and I see that there have been many losses in the last month or so. My heart goes out to everyone who has lost a dear one. I grieve for and with you as Steve and I too lost one of our oldies in early Dec. Isaac finally lost his fight with cancer just shy of his 13th birthday (April 12). His litter brother and "best bud" JJ was pretty lost without him for some time, but seems to be bouncing back.

Hugs to all...
 

sarnewfie

New member
noreen i am so very sorry, we all know what it is like to loose that someone special.
I wish that they lived longer, it is hard to accept we only get about 10 years withthem
she lived a wonderful life with you and you can take comfort in that thought. i am gonna pm you
 
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