I'm having a really hard time copeing with this. Everyone's kind words are so valuable to me. I didn't know how much they would help but they really do. I have no idea what happened. He was found by someone down by the lake. He was out by himself. If the newfs had been with him he would have been protected. He wasn't too crazy about them but they too had a spot for him in their hearts. Times like this are when you learn how much your friends mean to you and how much you need them. I have learned that there are unbelievably good people living around me. Hero's really.