My best boy Barney

debrand

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I wanted to post a little tribute here to my Barney who died this time last year. I had always loved Cocker Spaniels and finally in my 40's I got one.



Just before he came home to us I hurt my back badly and was off work for two months. I love my job and Barney really helped stop me sinking into depression while confined to the house unable to move much at all.

At 6 months old my boy had his first seizure. A month later he was diagnosed with epilepsy. The seizures got more frequent and more agressive and soon he began to have clusters.

We tried different combinations of medication,feeding and alternative therapies but Barney's epilepsy refused to be controlled. Several times he went into status epilepticus and we thought it was the end but he would pull through after a few days and soon he was my funny, affectionate little shadow again.

Last July I went to Portugal for a week and my parents moved into the house to take care of the dogs. As I was leaving Barney was watching me from his bed. I hugged him, told him he was my best boy and not to go anywhere while I was gone. Sadly two days later he went into status again. My boy fought bravely for three more days then his little body could take no more and give up on him. He had turned 4 the week before.

I love all my dogs but Barney will always have a special place in my heart. We came through so much together and he gave me so much love and joy.

If I went to choose a pup from that litter again, knowing what I know now, I would still choose Barney.

Run free from pain my best boy- I know you are still close by teaching Finn your tricks. :heart:

 
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R Taft

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I am so sorry to hear about your little friend Barney..........Anniversaries are always hard to deal with. I know i still miss all of mine. I bet Barney is playing and running about at rainbow Bridge with all our sweet Angels.
He was there for you at a difficult time, which makes him very special. :hugs: Ronnie
 

BoundlessNewfs

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It's hard when those "first anniversaries" occur...the first year, the first holiday without them. Gone, but forever in your heart.
 

KS Newf

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It's tough when we revisit "the day, " for sure. Brave Barney is now with you in spirit and memory; he plays with all the little cocker spaniels at the Bridge, and they play with all their uh hm larger friends as well. Pain free, with perfect understanding, and waiting to see you in the long someday - that is my wish and belief. God bless you with peace in this.
 

Erika

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Aw he was very special...sorry your missing him so, let the memories warm your heart. What a cutie he was
 

2Paws

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Your best boy sounds like a very special friend. May all your good memories give you some peace on these difficult anniversaries.:hugs:
 

Tricia2

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Farewell, Master, yet not farewell. Where I go, you too, shall dwell.
I am gone before your face, a moment's time, a little space.
When ye come where I have stepped, ye will wonder why ye wept.

-Edwin Arnold
 

Newfobsessed

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The first anniversary is by far the worst. Try to take comfort in the fact that he is pain and seizure free, running and playing - being able to see you and just wait for you. He was very lucky to have you, as were you to have him. What a blessed pair you were. You will see him again, and time will lessen the pain, but the love will remain.
 

AngusMcDubhsMom

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Anniversaries are hardest. It seems you two were destined for one another. I understand how much you must miss him and how much you loved him.
 
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