Moose is in pretty bad shape, prayers please

AubreyMo

Inactive User
Bad news today, unfortunately. We went to his rehab evaluation and the vet (who has seen a lot of dogs with spinal fusions) has never seen anything as bad as Moose. She said that he has severe hip dysplasia, calcified elbows, and where his fusions are are starting to cut off his spinal cords causing him constant pain, and eventually 98% chance of becoming paralyzed. She also noticed he already has severe nerve damage to his back legs and is starting to lose sensation.

They put him in the water tredmill and he was so stiff and sore that he would hobble and not fully extend his legs. We did laser and heat therapy on his elbows and back. She said, "I'm going to put it to you like you're my sister: give him some good steaks, spend some quality time with him and then let him go". Everyone in the office was bawling.

He cried in pain the whole way home. He's never cried out in pain before.

I'm still bawling, reeling. I knew that I wouldn't have long with him, but he's only been home for 7 months (he turns 9 months old on the 12th). He is my heart and soul dog and was there for me and was the only reason I didn't end my life when my marriage almost ended (which is still almost ending).

I'm just so lost guys. I want to do the best I can for my bear, but I also don't want him hurting...and it kills me that all this time he's been in agony and I had no idea. I'm going to put him on some Remedol and take him to do water and laser therapy once a week, get some good professional pictures of him and spoil him rotten until he tells me he's ready to go to the rainbow bridge. I just hope I have a few more months with him. I'm selfish, but I can't bear to lose him.
:cry:

Just got off the phone with my breeder - we were crying together. She put us on the top of the list for first pick for a puppy and is giving it to us for free and is doing everything she can to help us. Glad I have her and such a great community. Please send us some good juju and thoughts.
 

R Taft

Active member
I don't know what to say to make you feel better, except that he is lucky to have such a caring Mom, who loves and cares for him. I did think his lower spine was potentially most of his problem.

Love Moose and give him a :hugs: from us......and big :hugs: for you too. It is a difficult road you are travelling..

If you can find anyone who does Bowen treatment, it is not a fix, but does help with pain. I used it a lot on one of my girls who had severe osteo arthritis of her spine.
 

Pam G

New member
This is just so sad and unfair. My heart is truly breaking for you. :( I hope that the rimadyl will give him some relief . Please know that I am thinking of you...(((HUGS))))
 

lmfoltyn

New member
Oh my God NO!!! I am so absolutely horrified by this news...not our little Moose!! How can this be?? I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through right now. I am so so sorry. I am PM you!!
 

AubreyMo

Inactive User
I don't know what to say to make you feel better, except that he is lucky to have such a caring Mom, who loves and cares for him. I did think his lower spine was potentially most of his problem.

Love Moose and give him a :hugs: from us......and big :hugs: for you too. It is a difficult road you are travelling..

If you can find anyone who does Bowen treatment, it is not a fix, but does help with pain. I used it a lot on one of my girls who had severe osteo arthritis of her spine.
Thank you for this. It's the fusion in his upper spine that's the biggest culprit, that's the one that could and will eventually paralyze him.

I'll look into Bowen treatment I know Susan has also seen a lot of success with it on her newfs.

I just feel so bad that he's suffered for so long. This new awesome vet called the vet who did Moose's xrays to tell him I'll need some Remedol. The vet who did the xrays back in October admitted, "I knew how bad the dog's back was and just didn't have the heart to tell the girl".

Well thanks to him, and my own procrastination and ignorance, my dog has been in constant pain and I had no idea. I feel sick to my stomach thinking of my big boy hurting so much.

I know it's selfish of me, but I'm going to try to keep him around for as long as he seems comfortable and has some sort of quality of life.

So how do you know when it's time to let these angels go? How do they tell you? I've never done this :(
 

robertjt

New member
Oh, I am so sorry. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. My heart breaks for you and Moose. :cry: Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. :grouphug: Moose is so lucky to have a mom like you.
 

Sound Bay Newfs

Active member
I am so sorry to hear this Aubrey. You have been saying how he was so stiff but I never thought it was this bad. It is so hard to lose a pup. You have to keep reminding yourself that he was there for you when you needed him most and now it is time for you to be brave and help him. Rimadyl will help him feel better. I know you won't let him go on longer than he comfortably can.
 

jm513

New member
I am so sorry to hear this :( I know I'm new and you don't know me, but I'm sending out thoughts and :grouphug:
 

Ginny

New member
News of your sweet Moose just breaks my heart. :cry: Get lots of fuzz therapy from him while you can.

Ask the vet for a script for mobic - human version of metacam. It's tons cheaper than Rimadyl and in my experience, fewer side effects with Newfs.
 

AubreyMo

Inactive User
News of your sweet Moose just breaks my heart. :cry: Get lots of fuzz therapy from him while you can.

Ask the vet for a script for mobic - human version of metacam. It's tons cheaper than Rimadyl and in my experience, fewer side effects with Newfs.
Will do, thanks for the recommendation! Does it do the same as Rimadyl for pain? (I'm guessing yes, but you know me, always asking dumb questions).
 

snowdog

Member
I am writing this with tears streaming down my face.....
I am just heartbroken for you.
I think it is extremely difficult to know when a dog is in pain - it is in their nature to not let it show - however, all those photos of Moose show a very happy pup - you have given him so much love and fun - I hate for you to feel guilty for all that. I love what Sound Bay Newfs said. Dogs are truly furry angels and why they come and go so quickly is just impossible to know. I know you will do the best for Moose. You are his mama and mama's just know. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
 

ElvisTheNewf

Active member
Give him whatever he wants and keep him comfortable. Love on him as much as you possibly can, but remember this: he knows you love him. He knows. He is in the best hands he could possibly be in, and he trusts you.

I am so, so sorry you and Moose are going through this. We will never know why or understand how things like this can happen to such amazing dogs, but he could not be more loved. You're in my thoughts. :grouphug:
 

Puppypeoplenj

New member
Oh, God, I'm so sorry to hear this. I wish you the best of everything, and I know you will cherish every moment you have left with your baby boy. I really don't know what to say. I'm so so sorry that you are both going through this.
 

Brandie&Maggie

New member
I am so so sorry to hear this. Moose is lucky to have such a great mom who loves him and cares about him like you do. You will love him, keep him comfortable, and give him the best life he can have.

You and Moose are in my thoughts and prayers.
 

takemebacktotulsa

New member
You and your sweet Moose will be in my prayers. Please don't blame yourself or let yourself go to a dark place. We are here for you when you need support and will be behind you every step of the way. Big hugs to you and your boy.
 

nowhavethreebears

New member
Oh Aubrey, I am so sorry....I had no idea you were going through all this with sweet Moose. My heart aches for you.
Just spend all the time you can with him.
When he is ready he will tell you and you will know, I am sure of it.
Sending you both huge hugs and I will pray for you and your boy.
 
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