Laura_Loomis
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Flower was never my dog. Not really. But it's funny how no matter how much they drive you crazy, it's still hard to let them go. Mike is going to be devestated. And I can't talk to him as he's on black-out until the end of the month...
Today Flower crossed to the bridge. She had 2 seizures on Friday. We went to the vets, and decided to give her the weekend and see how she did. Yesterday, she bit my nephew (though she didn't break the skin) and had another seizure. So today we went back to the vets...
I cried at the vets. Then I was ok, until I got home. It's so quite here (Guido hardly makes any noise...). There was no frantic scratching at the glass door when I got home. No enthusistic leaps onto my legs. No kisses. Guido and I took a calm quiet walk.
I adore Guido, but they are such total opposites, that the house feels really empty. How long is that going to last? I really need my husband right now, and I can't even email him. Which totally sucks.
I stayed eith her till the end. The vet made a pawprint in sculpee for me. I a getting her remains returned in a couple of days. I am really really really sad.
So, Flower, wherever you are now, please forgive me. I really did love you, you fiesty little bitch.
Mom
Today Flower crossed to the bridge. She had 2 seizures on Friday. We went to the vets, and decided to give her the weekend and see how she did. Yesterday, she bit my nephew (though she didn't break the skin) and had another seizure. So today we went back to the vets...
I cried at the vets. Then I was ok, until I got home. It's so quite here (Guido hardly makes any noise...). There was no frantic scratching at the glass door when I got home. No enthusistic leaps onto my legs. No kisses. Guido and I took a calm quiet walk.
I adore Guido, but they are such total opposites, that the house feels really empty. How long is that going to last? I really need my husband right now, and I can't even email him. Which totally sucks.
I stayed eith her till the end. The vet made a pawprint in sculpee for me. I a getting her remains returned in a couple of days. I am really really really sad.
So, Flower, wherever you are now, please forgive me. I really did love you, you fiesty little bitch.
Mom