Boozer 8-29-89 to 9-21-03

jkp2117

Inactive Member
My beloved Boozer dog passed away this afternoon, unassisted and alone. I had left for the afternoon and came home expecting her wagging tail, her perky ears and instead found a "sleeping" dog, that will never awake.

I tried hard to let her know I loved her and maybe in my selfishness never saw her "signs" that she was ready to go. Maybe she hung for me until she knew she no longer could.

I will always remember the day she was born. I was there helping her mom push her out. I will always remember the time I came home from work and found my underthings strewn about her room... how she got them is unbeknownst to me. She was coined "Boozer the wonder mutt" that day. I will never forget nursing her back to health after she was hit in an accident... pulling tubes, washing them, and putting them back in. Nor will I forget her chasing balls, frisbees, sticks, tubes, etc into the water for hours = oh and digging up rocks from lake bottoms.

She used to sit by my desk while I wrote papers in grad school. She'd sit on my bed while I cried my eyes out wondering where my son's father was that night (where is she now, I ask, I'm crying and she's not here with me)... She slept in my son's room from day one, looking over him always steady with her eye. She was moved, shuttled, moved again and finally, she is at peace.

Wherever you are my beloved friend, please know I will never forget you. You were faithful to me until the end, you were always my beloved Boozer dog, and you will never be replaced.

God Speed my friend, till we meet again.

Mom
 

alexmaddy

New member
Julie,

My heart is with you and I'm crying so hard right now......

I was so encouraged by your recent posts about Boozer eating so well, et...

Anyway -I'm with ya kid. I'm thinking about you and just hoping you are doing well -- all things considered.
 

Giddyuppy

Inactive Member
Oh, MY! How sad! Maybe she didn't want you with her & she chose her own time, to spare you at least little bit of grief...or maybe to spare herself from having to leave you, crying.

Dogs are capable of anything, when it comes to compassion for us humans.

 

Newfs Forever

New member
PJ,

I am so sorry to hear about Boozer. In time the pain will subside and you will be left with the wonderful memories.

Bless you,

Sue
 

MGoBlue

New member
I'm really sorry to hear about Boozer, Julie. You tribute was beautiful.
Let me know if I can do anything...
-Tiff
 

Annie Milliron

Alpha Goddess
OH Julie!!!
I am so very sorry to hear that Boozer crossed the bridge. I read your tribute with a heavy heart, and yet, was touch by the beauty of what you wrote. The two of you had a very special relationship, and the memories will be with you forever. I'm so very sorry for you... I know you must be so very very sad..... you're in my thoughts and prayers....
 

dogger

New member
Julie, my very deepest condolences to you and your son. You have lost a wonderful family member in body but she will be with you always in spirit.
 

Ivoryudx

New member
Oh my gosh, I'm so saddened to hear of Boozer's passing. Sometimes I wonder if the ailing/special ones tend to stay with us until they think we are prepared to physically walk alone.

It sounds as though she was at peace, and she will forever be missed, but always in your heart.

Take Care, only time helps soften the pain....til you meet again.....

Susan
 

jkp2117

Inactive Member
I stood by your bed last night,
I came to have a peep,
I could see that you were crying,
You found it hard to sleep.

I whined to you softly,
As you brushed away a tear,
It's "me" I haven't left,
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here!

I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour your tea,
You were thinking of the many times,
Your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today,
Your arms were getting sore,
I longed to take your parcels,
I wish I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today,
You tend it with such care,
I want to reassure you,
I'm not lying there.

I walked with you toward the house,
As you fumbled with the key,
I gently put my paw on you,
Smiled and said, "It's me!"

You looked so very tired,
As you sank into the chair,
I tried so hard to let you know,
That I was standing there.

It's possible for me
To be so near everyday,
To say to you with certainty
I never went away.

You sat there very quietly
Then smiled like you knew
In the stillness of the evening
I was very close to you.

The day is over
You smile and you're yawning
Then say goodnight, and God Bless
I'll see you in the morning.

And when the time is right for you
To cross the brief divide
I'll rush right out to meet you
And stand there side by side.

I have so many things to show you
There is so much for you to see
Be patient, live your journey out
Then come home to be with me.

Author unknown...

I can't believe she's gone...
 

kellybobelle

New member
I was very saddened to hear of the loss of your Boozer. The tribute you wrote in your post brought back memories of my Webber lending a furry shoulder on which to wipe my tears.


My deepest condolences
 

jkp2117

Inactive Member
Thank you to everyone - I knew the kind hearted Furmoms and Furdads would understand the pain, the anguish, and the heartbreak.



My manager at work started to tear up when she asked how I was doing and my eyes welled up with tears. I thank God there are managers out there with hearts. How much more awful today would've been if she'd been cold and unfeeling.

One last thought for all today:

Please take pictures of your "kids" if they are nearing the bridge. Of the regrets that I have with Boozer is that I never got the picture taken of her this past weekend. It had been on my mind to comfort me when I was sad and she was gone.
 

Codes

Active member
Oh my. I am so very sorry
What a touching tribute you wrote. She sounds like she was a very special girl indeed.
 
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