NinaA
New member
I feel so awful. I missed all this somehow. Poor Leonard. I can't even imagine your sorrow. So many of us followed you from the beginning. We looked on with joy and amusement as you were smitten by Snuffles the Newfoundland. So many of us remembered when it happened to us. Over the years he won over your mother and we cheered. He won over everyone he met. You two were fated to be together. Your loss is our loss, too, because we have had it happen to us, but you, almost every day, expressed your love for this dog, and we all love you for it. One thing that got to me was that Snuffles and Moonlight are about the same age. I see her struggling sometimes and it reminds me of others with Newfs who are doing the dreaded countdown to "that day". One reason I haven't been on here so much lately is that we have lost our last two Labs in the last few months, and Moonlight, our only dog now, is not doing very well. It's hard to look at the pictures of the young, healthy dogs, and know that now, at a certain age, I have no business tackling a 140 pound dog that neither me nor my husband, nor both of us together can lift if we need to. Last Newf. I hope not. I wish not. And now I see that Snuffles is gone and I grieve with you Leonard, and I grieve for my upcoming loss. Having been through the loss of a special Newf before, I can tell you that you will never get over it, but you will adjust. New Normal. We say it at our house every day now. I can also tell you that you have a huge support family here, and that will help. Talk to us about him. We need to hear it too. Also, I would encourage you to take the plunge again. The pain that you feel now will more than make up for the joy you will receive. You two were quite a pair and we certainly would like to keep hearing about your experiences. Don't leave us.