Thank you for all your kind words,i told my neighbour what we had done and what he had done and she looked at me in horror saying she could not have done it, she is a parent too, so why could she not understand why I did what I had to do, it kills me, his slobber is still on the walls, his fur in his brush, I can still smell him, the day I can't it's gonna hurt just as bad! Tomorrow is not gonna be a good day, he is coming home in a little box