Melissa
Inactive Member
I wanted to let everyone know just how appreciative I am for all of your support the last two days. I read everyone's response over and over again. Yesterday I had trouble getting out of bed and was crying on and off like a faucet but today I got some house cleaning done and gave Emily a nice long bath. I think I'm cried out for now but I do feel better.
I have mixed emotions, part of me feels so bad for her for having such a short and sad life while the other part of me is angry with her for being so stupid as to taking so many pills. I even feel bad for having doubts in my head wondering or not if this was really an accident.
I have not spoken with her in a couple of months, in fact she lost so many friends in the last couple of years because of her pill addiction that changed her personality. We all tried to get her help but she was as stubborn as they get. But I know underneath all of that she had a heart of gold and would do anything for me.
It's really such a shame losing your life like that so young. But I will always remember her the way she was when she was my best friend. Thank you again for all of your prayers, warm thoughts and kind words. It really made a difference to me.
I have mixed emotions, part of me feels so bad for her for having such a short and sad life while the other part of me is angry with her for being so stupid as to taking so many pills. I even feel bad for having doubts in my head wondering or not if this was really an accident.
I have not spoken with her in a couple of months, in fact she lost so many friends in the last couple of years because of her pill addiction that changed her personality. We all tried to get her help but she was as stubborn as they get. But I know underneath all of that she had a heart of gold and would do anything for me.
It's really such a shame losing your life like that so young. But I will always remember her the way she was when she was my best friend. Thank you again for all of your prayers, warm thoughts and kind words. It really made a difference to me.