It is the only rotten thing about loving dogs, especially our newfies .... I have way too many newfies and also working dogs at Rainbow Bridge. My heart dogs were so vey connected to me. But Yussie at 18 monh really broke my heart. no noticeable illmess/unwellnes, except for the last day...ripped from me too young. And we all say our newfies are special, but she was incredible, so active and yeat so soft, an odd combination. She could read my mind.....I have had lovely newfies before her and they were also heart dogs, but none affected me so much and have broken my heart so badly