An Unwelcomed Visitor

Tricia2

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I alluded to this in another thread but thought I'd fill in the blanks on my cancer diagnosis.

Just before Christmas (crazy busy grooming season) I found a kidney bean sized lump on my left forearm just below my elbow. I thought, "Geez, I must have bumped it. It will go away." By New Years day it had tripled in size, was fibrous and non-painful...bad signs that I know from my former life as an RN. Long story short, I had a biopsy and removal of what looked to be a nerve sheath cyst. Tissue was sent to Mass General Hospital and Dana Farber Cancer Institute when my local hospital couldn't identify what it was but thought it looked suspicious.

After a 2 week wait, I got a call that it is a malignant high-grade soft tissue pleomorphic undifferentiated sarcoma -PUS (nice acronym!) that is wrapped around the muscles of my forearm. I elected to have the most aggressive treatment available in order to save my arm and decrease the chances of metastisis (it has an affinity to travel to the lungs and liver.)

I'm having the last of 25 proton beam radiation treatments tomorrow. This has to be done in Boston @MGH because there are very few proton beam centers in the country and Boston has 2 of them. So every day/5 days a week, I schlep the 85 miles to Boston have 30 seconds of radiation in a machine that looks like the deck of the Starship Enterprise and then schlep the 85 miles home. I get weekends off.

Then I percolate (radiation continues to work for a week or two after it's administered) for 4-5 weeks. This will be followed by radical wide-excision. My hope is that the pre-op treatments will have shrunk the remaining tumor enough that I can avoid having a skin/muscle graft from my thigh. It they can get clean margins, I'm done and will be followed monthly for a couple of years. If they can't get clean edges, I get a ticket for an additional 25 radiation treatments.

You never think you'll get cancer until you get cancer, and although I'm tired from the commute and the treatments themselves (it causes skin burning and blistering...ouch) I'm hopeful that this will be just an inconvenience and a bump in the road of life.

My dogs definitely KNOW what's up, you can't fool the canine nose and Juno's previous owner passed just about 18 months ago from cancer. THEY KNOW!

I've spoken about this openly on my FB page but I know some here don't use FB and I'm "Out" about it, joking about it and trying to stay on track.

Other than THAT Mrs. Lincoln, how did you like the play? :icon_cof:
 

R Taft

Active member
I was kinda shocked when i read this on FB. Your just awesome the way you are dealing with this....... :hugs: Ronnie
 

AngusMcDubhsMom

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Tricia, as you know from FB posts, we are all with you, rooting and praying for you and totally inspired by your courage and even your dark humour at times. You're going to beat this, dear and we will all celebrate!
Love and hugs, Anne
 

Keira25

Member
Cancer sucks, as you know already. I know from having had both parents and a sister with the disease that there's not much to say to make you feel better. Besides physically taking care of them and the house, my other role was listening. Sounds like you have friends on this board who will be ready to listen. Hope you have company on that drive, yikes! I don't know you, but I also hope you ask for help when you need it. Tough to do it sometimes. Good luck in your treatment and the reward will be that this is only, as you say, a bump in the road.
 

jane

New member
Tricia...I didn't see this on FB. I am so sorry to hear this. You are amazing at how well you are dealing with it. I hope the treatment is a success. Sending lots of good thoughts and hugs your way.
 

victoria1140

Active member
Positive mental attitude . Always helps with illness.

Hope the treatments bring you the best .also for nice clean margins on surgery.
 

DAWNMERIE

Active member
You know I'm in your corner, and prayers & well wishes on the last treatment. Smiley faces all round the joint, bring a magic marker and get er' done!
 

Alicia

Active member
Had no idea you were going through all of this. You have the right attitude which is so important. Keep up with that and know that we all care and are here. Sending you a big hug. :)
 

Newfs Forever

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Tricia,

I am so very sorry to read this. Everything crossed here for your speedy recovery.

Many good thoughts and many prayers sent your way.
 

catseyes

New member
Hun I am so so sorry to hear your sad news.

My mum had breast cancer twice the first time aged 38 and again aged 49 she faught and kicked its arse! Stay strong and do the same.

Hugs x
 

ElvisTheNewf

Active member
I'm so sorry about all this. You definitely seem to have the right attitude and hopefully those trips to Boston will become few and far between!
 

NinaA

New member
Did not know about this. Stay strong. You certainly have all of us behind you. Your attitude is good and you have lots of support. Two important things. You can kick it's A**.
 

KS Newf

New member
Prayers and positive healing energy streaming your way now and from now on. I'm in your corner, too, fight on, live strong and God bless!
 
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